late reaction

Hello!

First of all Im sorry for my late reaction here, but these first few days have been really difficult. I have internet and TV since thursday, one week tomorrow and that came to help in my loneliness a lot. Yet, this is not being the wonderland I thought it would be I feel very lonely, with the need of social interaction and I miss my dad terribly. Other then that I started missing a lot the ppl that have always been there at a few Kms distance of me and that I didnt see regularly, god knows why! Now that Im far away I miss you a lot and I wish I would have spend more time with you (god its only 6 months ana, is not the bloody end of the world). Anyway, it is being rough on me, first time on my own and i had to choose another country, where I barely speak the language and I know no one, Im starting to think I rushed a little bit into it, but what done is done and Im defenately going through with it. Besides, if so many of my friends did it, Im sure I can too.
Keep in touch people, your little messages brighten my day in a way you wouldnt believe.

Logging off to go to the doctor and check my hand (thats a whole new post), sending you all a whole lot of love,

Ana

P.S.- I still need to update you on a lot of new things, like the shocking differences in belgium and what has already happened to me in this short period, so keep your eyes on the blog ;)